Back to the track

It wasn't my intention but things just got back to the track.

There is always a world of people that I am not familiar with and totally dunno how they react to pressure They are like bombs, and the worst thing is I have just been bombed. Lucky me I can stay rational and get away with it, at least for now.

have a nice dream!

New best friends

When I looked back, things wasn't getting worse, but it went nowhere I could understand.

Right after last post, I was reassigned to another brand which would make me less OT starting in Aug. Thanks to my colleague who left the company and accidentally save my worklife. Almost at the same time, my hub had been assigned to Shanghai and had to be there more than half of each month. I totally encouraged him to do this. It was so obvious the right thing for him, and it's right for us. We indeed need space after the fight. I had been drinking ever since he left abd enjoying my life while trying to figure things out. I guess I won't have any kids in near future unless I feel comfortable with.

To be honest, I don't care anymore what this life is heading to, which have made me less stressful.


This is my new love. Seriously. I secretly love him now. I wonder if he knows.

Days of idle

I haven't thought about how to enjoy myself in my prime time.


(I assume there is not much people reading my blog, so I just spit it out anyway.)

Recently life hasn't gotten easier as I expected. It should be easier when you have been married for 4 years. I got exhausted in my job, i.e. it has been crazily busy that even eroded my health but I couldn't live without it. I got trouble in my personal life. Some trivial disappointing fights just got more serious. I guess if there’s a god, he/she saw our problem and would find a way out for me.

OT & spending time with my friends are top 2 reasons we fought. However, I didn’t see it's a peaceful balance when I gave up my life for bearing a child at my best for this unsure family while he could maintain his single life that I wished I could have. The only make sense reason I could have is OT. But I don’t like it.

I love my hus. but there’s too many But. I don't really know how long this unsecured status would be. I even wonder if I married the wrong guy. We don’t share common interest and requirement of life. What’s next?

I guess I will find my way out. This is a snap shot fro 九份. Spectacular view. Miss it.

Getaway

I really want to get away. Sit and watch. Do nothing.

Uhhhhhh...

I have a trouble that I couldn't tell anyone. Damn it.

Red wine just became my best friend.

Year end party

Last week, I was one of the host of our year end party. This year, the theme was "Taiwan, Fashion", i.e. you can either be very Taiwanese.......or fashion for chicken who didn't dare to dress too Taiwanese. 

To excite everyone, we decided to play with wigs dancing Wu-bai's song!  Here is how we played around:

We are so Tai!

nothin' on you

crazy week. crazy work, but def play hard. hurrrrrrr....

來首歐洲金曲吧
hope we can have fun all the year!